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Each Man In His Darkness

by elixr

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1.
Death's Step 04:51
Eyes are hazy world unwinding This a crazy spell is binding World it falls into the gutter Which horse first I'll have a flutter Falling at death's step waking at death's door He tries to take me Falling at death's step waking at death's door He tries to lure me in Trickling down I feel such sorrow Sweating out of me tomorrow As I drown myself in his kiss My eyes are taken by his darkness Falling at death's step waking at death's door He tries to take me Falling at death's step waking at death's door He tries to lure me in
2.
Sorted Out 05:50
I feel let down (I drown drown drown) It all went wrong (It's all gone Pete Tong) Everyone left (Realise your theft) Everyone's gone (Your deed is done) You promised that (Written down) That it'd be ok (Are my last days) You give it all (My painted whole) You take away (Is one today) You promised me (Did I know it be like this?) The best for me (The rest you'll learn's to come to this) I'm left misery (But a theft it's really not) I'm all at sea (The whole picture will show you that) I should have known (The story grows) It'd go like this (You'll realise) It was beknown (The things he'll do) My life was his (They'll lead to this) I chose things wrong (You'll head a song) I should have known (That'll tell you true) It all went wrong (The thing's he's done) And that I know (Then you'll know) It's hard to take take (Never trust the demon) My stupid mistake (He'll do his worst to you) My life he takes (And he'll knife you down) (In the cruellest of ways) Was my mistake Should have had it sorted out Should have sorted it out
3.
Soma Coma 03:33
ABC Vitamin D, the fat's in the live, the cod's in the sea Take me to the airy church, the place that God left, long ago Hug me till you drug me honey Kiss me till I'm in a coma Hug me honey smugly bunny Oh your love's as good as soma The best minds of my generation fall into a soma coma Brave new world, same old shit, same old prison, same old pit Hug me till you drug me honey Kiss me till I'm in a coma Hug me honey smugly bunny Oh your love's as good as soma Holy soma, holy fall, holy coma, holy law, Holy savage, holy prison, holy longing, holy holy
4.
I'm so stuck I've run out of my luck I'm so stuck There's no one here to fuck I feel lost on my own There's nothing here to do I'm so stuck By myself without you I'm trying my best you know I ain't lying I'm doing my best you know Im trying I'm doing my best but I'm so stuck without you I'm on my own I can't help crying On my own I wish I were dying All in all I know I just want you here All in all you know I'm up to no good All in all you know I'm up to no good All in all you know I'm up to no good
5.
Of millions of things I come back to this page So many things I come here everyday I wish it weren't like this, so sordid Is there another way? Another exit? Each man in his darkness in his doubt Trying to find the quickest exit out Each man in his darkness in his hell He won't ever tell I've been here before Isn't it a bore Isn't life a chore There's more, so much more What would you do to find out? What would you say not to lose out? Where would you go to get out? Of this mess we're in Batten down the hatches do them well Think of all your reason now to tell Batten down the hatches do them good Just as you should
6.
Bugged Up 04:34
Through darkest hours, listen up and read it well Morning rise and break you from this spell Scratch away my skin, all bugged up with what don't know Stay awake and find it if I can You draw up my face, black and white butterfly mask What it means I never cared to ask You never go away, under my skin and in my mind Your stick to me I feel you all the time I look around but never do I find Do your worst to me Just leave me alone Give me peace just let me go on I don't care about you anymore Do your worst to me See if I give a damn
7.
I was travelling through Europe the summer that picture was taken I was with a girl from Espana, she was my lover She guided me through the streets, the cafes, the bars, in Barcelona Oh that sweet lover, that summer, she was my help in hand We were together In Barcelona There was another That man by my side I remember one summer evening I saw with another man in the park She had found another lover who was stronger, had a bit of a swagger She told me he was called Pepe he was the man of her dreams She said sorry to me later as I reflected on the presence of another She was once my lover But she'd found another I was there with the other That man by my side Something changed inside me was it envy or something other? I think it was love and it was for her new lover Love which have no geography, love which knows no boundaries As I found myself in love with a man from Barcelona Oh what a change I had always been different I stared at my new lover With that man by my side My old lover realised what had changed and why She told me he weren't my type, her lover Oh sweet Pepe he was tall, he was strong, he was kind Oh my former lover I can tell you that he was my kind But they were lovers With each other I'm left with my dreams Watching, with that man by my side Then suddenly he realised he saw the glint in my eyes Oh that other man he knew I loved the other He was full of anger he couldn't take what I am I am what I am, there's nothing wrong with me But he insisted That I'd never be around There I saw the truth Of that man by my side It was at that moment that I decided what I must do To keep the sun shining on that everlasting summer in Barcelona That man was wounded with blood pouring out on the sofa And there was I standing with a gun in my hand The other two they left I was alone with a gun What I done To that man by my side? That man is still smiling always is never stops His life had been frozen by the sun in Barcelona I care for him now with some lady back home Alone in my thoughts my dreams frozen in that picture I look at it again That picture of that summer The four of us together That man by my side Smiling, smiling, smiling
8.
Bound 07:41
He was thinking about murder his role in this lyric but he is shrouded with a doubt befitting of this lyric's deed Then suddenly he sees a face, a wretched face before his own, who beckons him with whispered promise, haunted charm demonic lisp, With which he says to do the deed and if you do I'll be filled with glee, I'll satisfy your hungry greed with anything that you do need So thinking of the great request to be obliged after this quest, you'd think he'd want a better life but wanting more he realise That best is always better so he tells him with this valour, I want the best of all the possible lives in imagination But imagination's not my strength or so then says the demon, so please give me an example, oh tell me a mind that is more ample So he decrees a name at once the writer of his favourite novel, make my life her newest novel, full of charm in which she grovels And be it so the wish was granted, deed is done he begins his life so vaunted happily, with every chapter comes some glee His life take on a better glow, intricacies he'd never known, he feels his mind a better home, the best possible of all homes Then chapter 5 he feels a twist, a flick of pen, his writer's relish, and suddenly a great depth, uncertainty afore again, It doesn't take now very long for his life story to go wrong, his family his job is gone, his lover disappears at once He feels let down, he feels betrayed, but more than that he feels he's followed, but whenever he does turn around, he can't help think that he's alone, But worried still he investigates, this writer whom his life creates, he feels something has gone awry, the demon told a dreadful lie And through his own investigation he feels himself led by intuition, into a place a family home, a place which he had felt he'd known And glancing at a family portrait he realise something so horrid, the murdered man was smiling by the writer also smiling and he knows.. He's taken somewhere else, a room he so remembered from the day in which he murdered And the walls covered with photos, a scene set up in a novel by the writer supposed to grovel His face is everywhere, the writer must have found him out, of that he was left with no doubt And the door behind him rattles, there's no way out for him this time in the best possible of lives The writer she knows, regret abound The murderer he weeps, my life is bound There's no way out of here There's no way out of here There's no way out of here There's no way out of here

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released May 4, 2014

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elixr is the recording and performing project of a young londoner
influences: radiohead, nick drake, fink, bert jansch, mazzy star, sonic youth, patti smith…could go on

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